Friday, April 10, 2009

woohoo.. it has been 1 month since i last blogged.. yup.. i got no time to blog so yea..
and the blog is gettin quieter le.. for the last 1 month.. there was been moments/period of happiness and sadness.. bt still.. sadness outweighs happiness.. which is something sad.. haizz.. really very disappointed with myself over results.. results are casuing people to be unhappy/emotional.. cant there just dun be results? maybe we should revert to the past.. where people lead a simple life and there are backstabbers or competition among people.. as the world becomes more high-tech, people are getting smarter n smarter.. the simple, innocent life in the past was gone.. those kampong houses, etc etc.. haizz..

2dae is a good friday. finally a holiday.. stayed at home today and studied chem n maths.. not realli that productive as what i wanted it to be.. somemore it was raining too.. even more lazy to do things.. just feel like rotting n rotting.. yup.. thot finally got 1 sat i dun nid to go back sch.. but sadly need.. got maths test tmr. stupid la.. cant even let mi have a relaxing gd friday long weekend.. haiz.. but face it la. this is jc life.. somemore this is an important year for me.. next year when the release of A lvl results are out, i hope i would be happy as what i was ytd... i dun wana emo nor do i wana be sad.. but it's not easy.. months n months of hard work have to be put in.. sacrifices have to make.. haizz.. i already make a lot of sacrificies.. but i have yet to see significant results/fruit of success.. haizz.. how? sometimes i just feel like giving up.. especially for econs.. i really dunno how to do well in econs.. tried remembering the lecture notes for econs and i find it not that helpful.. how? how how? goshh.. this post sounds so emo.. paiseh if i make u emo or sad or whatsoever.. this is just what im feeling right now.. haizzz...

someone help me pls

jelly~fish at 8:35 PM